Need to Propose to Seven Men What to Do! - Chapter 91
[Chapter 91]
All vitality has been lost, leaving only a barren and messy area, brewing the death qi that breeds from hell.
His Ayun was going to die…killed by him.
The sinking hookah tasted great pain and a sense of hopeless absence.
He was half-kneeling in front of the bed, his eyes were full of helplessness, he carefully picked up Chu Muyun’s hand, his movements were very light, but his heart was still numb from the fragility of the hand.
At this moment, lying on the soft mattress, the weak man who was almost integrated with the white piece moved very lightly.
The movement was as light as a cicada’s wings floating, and it seemed that a strong breath could make it fall.
Chu Muyun opened his eyes, and his voice was extremely weak: “Xiaoyan.”
Hearing his voice, Shen Shiyan raised his head suddenly, his expression was extremely complicated, and there was endless regret in those delicate eyes, and Countless uneasiness, and even his own desperation that he couldn’t forgive himself.
“Ayun, I’m sorry, Ayun…I didn’t tell you,” his voice was filled with tears, “there will be sequelae of stripping off the beast, and this sequelae is that you can’t love from now on, if you do it…it will… …”
There is no need to say anything, Chu Muyun has already deeply realized ‘what will happen if you do it. ‘
Shen Shiyan felt that he would never get A Yun’s forgiveness this time, and it would never be possible for this person to look at him, think of himself, and love himself again.
He really lost, did so many wrong things, he was really going to lose him completely.
The last time Ayun had committed suicide in front of him, this time…
he destroyed him, completely destroyed him, his Ayun became like this, his Ayun lost everything, it was all he did It’s all him…
Shisha was almost overwhelmed by the remorse in his chest. He truly realized that he couldn’t get it, and he would never get this person who was so desperate that he didn’t know what to do.
Huge loss, despair, and unspeakable pain surrounded him, water vapor in his eyes, and his lips trembled: “Ayun, Ayun, Ayun…” He didn’t even dare to say sorry, because he said I’m just asking for forgiveness, but…how can I forgive, how can I be forgiven.
Big drops of tears rolled down the ground. Shen Shisha had never been so embarrassed, helpless, or overwhelmed…
Chu Muyun turned his head and looked at him with lost brilliance. He said to him, “Don’t cry.”
Shen Shisha looked up at him, but did not dare to speak.
Chu Muyun reluctantly smiled at him: “You are for my own good.”
His words made Shen Shiyan stunned, and he hardly knew what he heard.
Chu Muyun stretched out his hand, and his pale and feeble fingers landed on his cheek. It was so light that he had no strength but it was extremely gentle. He took a breath and said, “I am very happy.”
With tears lingering in Shen Shisha’s eyes, he widened Eyes, looked at him with some gaffe: “Why…why?”
Chu Muyun smiled weakly, and seemed to want to continue talking, but he was completely exhausted. He opened his mouth, and the voice became lower and lower: “I thought you despised me…”
“How could it be?” Shen Shiyan said anxiously.
Chu Muyun looked at him: “That’s why I’m very happy.”
Shen Shisha couldn’t understand, his voice was trembling and uncharacteristic: “But, I…I’ll take you…”
Chu Muyun interrupted him: “With It doesn’t matter to you, you don’t know my physical condition, you…” He couldn’t finish his words and began to gasp violently.
Shen Shisha only felt so distressed that it was about to split, he held his hand, he didn’t dare to let go, he was so anxious like a child who did something wrong, he didn’t know what to do at all, he could only helplessly. He called to him softly: “Ayun…”
Chu Muyun asked slowly, “Xiaoyan, do you love me?”
This was not the first time he had asked this question, but it was not the first time that Shisha was so vibrating.
Countless times before, he gave him the answer without hesitation. He said that he liked him, loved him, wanted him, and he could easily say any kind of love, but now, when he opened his mouth, he couldn’t do anything about it. Say the simplest word.
Love… love, what is love?
He didn’t hear his response, and Chu Muyun was not disappointed. He had a smile on his lips from beginning to end: “Xiaoyan, I love you…”
Shen Shiyan was stunned.
Chu Muyun’s scattered eyes seemed to carry a complete sinking hookah, completely filled with his figure, covering even the heaven and the earth, there was only one person left, and he said, “I hope you can be happy, I’m happy, even if I can’t see you, hear you, or feel you again, but I’ll be with you and be by your side forever and ever.”
He was about to die, but he gave him an eternal promise.
At this moment, Shisha Shen experienced a feeling that he had never felt before.
It is very vague, very empty, very erratic, it can never be caught, seen, let alone heard, but… the place where he settled is the heart.
In the deepest, softest and most fragile place, branches and leaves have grown into a giant tree in the sky that occupies all the sensory worlds.
Chu Muyun closed his eyes, but Shen Shisha completely calmed down.
He approached him and kissed him gently on his pale lips: “Ayun, you won’t die.”
[End of This Chapter]
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