The Villains I Raised All Died - Chapter 17

[My world only has you · end]

After staying overnight, Ye Chen finally woke up on the second day.

Her high fever subsided in the early morning. After the high fever subsided, Gu Jianan felt relieved and fell asleep directly beside her bed.

So Ye Chen opened his eyes and saw the boy’s face lying beside her bed, the sun fell on his face, and his sleeping appearance was quiet and gentle, which made the whole picture look extra gentle.

Ye Chen looked at her quietly, the young man slowly opened his eyes, and then he found her subconsciously. Her delicate and beautiful eyebrows were full of her.

“Congratulations to the host,” the system saw her awake, and immediately prompted: “Now Gu Jianan’s favorability level has reached 90~ The blackening value is 30, please make persistent efforts!”

It was already that high.

Ye Chen was a little dazed. However, when Ye Chen heard the news, Ye Chen didn’t feel happy at all. She looked at the person in front of her, saw him stretch out his hand to touch her forehead, and said a little tiredly: “Is there anything else uncomfortable?”

Ye Chen didn’t speak. For the first time, she realized that she was real and could no longer simply treat this person as a simple strategy target.

“Gu Jianan,” Ye Chen said slowly, “If one day, I mean, if one day I disappeared from this world, what would you do?”

Hearing this question, Gu Jianan was stunned, then shook his head and said, “I can’t think of it.”

“What if?”

“I really can’t think of it.” Gu Jianan laughed out loud: “I’ll cook porridge for you, you can rest for a while.”

Ye Chen didn’t speak. After Gu Jianan left, Ye Chen fell back on the bed, closed his eyes and said, “System, do I have to leave this world?”

“Yes.” The system said seriously: “So host, don’t put too much emotion into it.”

“How long do I have to leave this world?”

“Wait for Gu Jianan’s favorability value to be 100, and the blackening value to be 0, and then make sure that the heroine will not be with Zhou Yucheng, that is, the heroine’s favorability for Zhou Yucheng is only 0.”

“Can I stop brushing Gu Jianan’s stats?” Ye Chen collapsed a little: “I can’t brush anymore and don’t want to brush anymore!”

The system was a little helpless: “That’s okay… Gu Jianan is now sure that he doesn’t like the heroine anymore, in fact, your mission is completed. It’s just that to reach the perfect S rank, you still need to fill all the values. If you really don’t want to brush, Then complete Zhou Yucheng’s basic tasks, and you can go to the next world even if you have completed all the basic tasks.”

“Okay.” Ye Chen nodded and said earnestly, “Then don’t brush.”

“Host…’ The system is a little hesitant:” If you don’t brush, the rating will only be D. ”

“Then D.” Ye Chen closed his eyes and no longer hesitated.

Gu Jianan quickly cooked the porridge. He wanted to help her up and feed her the porridge, but she shook her head, propped herself up, and took a small sip of the porridge in her bowl.

Gu Jianan looked at her like a kitten and felt very happy. He thought for a while and said: “I will give you all my living expenses in the future, and I will take 500 yuan. If you have no place to live, just come to Yan’s house, and I will tell my father. Yan’s family is inconvenient, then I will rent a house for you alone…”

“How is Yanliang treating you?” Ye Chen said suddenly, Gu Jianan was stunned, and then couldn’t help laughing: “It’s good. He’s a good man, and he always hoped that I could inherit his career.”

“That’s good,” Ye Chen nodded and said gently, “Jianan, the world is beautiful, isn’t it?”

Gu Jianan didn’t speak, he looked at her quietly.

He wanted to say that sentence.

Yes, the world is beautiful because of you.

In a world without Ye Chen, Gu Jianan’s memory was full of malice.

It was Ye Chen who single-handedly dragged him out of the darkness, and by Ye Chen’s side, the world was a truly beautiful existence.

But he didn’t dare to say it, Ye Chen was right to him, but he wasn’t sure whether this good was a friend or a lover.

Ye Chen was too free and easy to him, unlike him, who would blush, be nervous, and be jealous. He was afraid that if he spoke his words, he would lose this person completely.

So he only said the first half: “Yes, it’s beautiful.”

Ye Chen was relieved, nodded, and continued to drink porridge.

Gu Jianan waited for her to finish drinking and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes. At this time, Ye Min called. She seemed to be hiding in the toilet and whispered, “Sister, are you alright?”

“Ok.”

“Sister, I’m sorry, my parents don’t like me doing this. I told them yesterday, and they don’t believe it. Now they’re angry. I’ll come to you in a while.”

“No need.” Ye Chen said lightly, “Is the movie still being filmed?”

“Shoot.” Ye Min said quickly, “We’ll be quiet this time, we can definitely do it.”

“Aren’t you afraid your parents will scold you?”

“I want to shoot if you kill me.” Ye Min said decisively, and then said: “Sister, parents are like that, don’t be angry, I will call you money in the afternoon, and they will be fine for a while. You must not do it. What a silly thing not to eat what you come across, just wait for me in the apartment.”

“Okay.” Ye Chen replied.

She is not stupid, she has been poor for so many years, and finally lived a rich life, she will never leave this apartment!

The sound of Gu Jianan washing dishes came from the kitchen. After a while, the doorbell rang, Gu Jianan went to open the door, and Zhou Yucheng’s voice came from outside: “Why are you here?”

Gu Jianan looked at Zhou Yucheng coldly and asked, “What are you doing here?”

“I’ll come and see Ye Chen.”

“Zhou Yucheng.” Ye Chen heard Zhou Yucheng’s voice, got off the bed, and quickly called him, “Are you here?”

After saying that, Zhou Yucheng saw Ye Chen running out of the bedroom.

She was wearing pajamas, her hair was messy, and she looked at Zhou Yucheng with joy on her plain face, “Why are you here?”

Gu Jianan’s face darkened when she saw her, she walked over to block Zhou Yucheng’s sight, and dragged her into the room: “Go wash and change clothes and lie down on the bed, you’re still ill.”

Ye Chen was dragged in by Gu Jianan, winked at Zhou Yucheng and gestured for him to wait.

Zhou Yucheng watched the interaction between the two, and there was a coldness in his eyes.

Zhou Yucheng didn’t like Ye Chen in the past. In the past, she was like a monkey in his heart, jumping up and down. Every time she saw Ye Chen at Ye’s house, she was either arguing with her parents or Ye Min, and she was full of anger. . But I don’t know since when, she seems to have changed her appearance, her eyes are clear, she is always happy, she rarely argues with others, doesn’t fight, and occasionally teases her, her reaction is also half a beat, dumbfounded. Looking up and saying, “Huh?”, makes people feel very happy.

He originally just thought this person was fun, but after playing games together, he felt that this person was like-minded, but when he saw her being slapped by Ye Huai, Zhou Yucheng actually found that he had some strange emotions.

He felt sorry for her.

How annoying it was in the past, how distressed it was in that moment.

So many years, it turns out that she has never been unreasonable, it turns out that she has been accepting so much injustice. But everyone, including him, only saw her showing her teeth and claws, hated her, and excluded her.

Seeing Ye Chen being carried away by Gu Jianan in his arms, the two seemed to be little beasts who depended on each other for life.

She had liked him.

A long time ago, when he was dismissive.

He didn’t sleep all night last night, thinking about Ye Chen’s past over and over again. They have known each other since childhood. Since kindergarten, she has been pestering him and has been following him. There has never been anyone around him. He hates her and doesn’t care, so even if he finds that there is another Gu Jianan beside her, he doesn’t think there is any what.

But it’s different now, he cares, he’s sad, he desperately wants to confirm the relationship between the two, and when he thinks that Gu Jianan will have him, he feels pain from his heart to his fingertips. So he rushed over early in the morning. He wanted to see Ye Chen too much to confirm this very important news in person.

But as soon as he opened the door, he saw Gu Jianan.

He resisted the urge to beat Gu Jianan and waited in the living room.

After a while, Gu Jianan came out of the bedroom and said coldly, “She let you in. She was sick last night. You should talk to her less and let her rest for a while.”

“Do you care so much?” Zhou Yucheng sneered: “Is it your turn to say so much?”

Gu Jianan didn’t speak, Zhou Yucheng was upset and walked in directly.

Ye Chen had already changed his clothes and was forced by Gu Jianan to lie down on the bed to rest. Zhou Yucheng came in, she smiled and said, “Why did you think of coming to me today? Did Ye Min ask you to come?”

“It’s none of her business.” Zhou Yucheng lowered his eyes, sat beside the bed, looked at Ye Chen’s palm-sized face, and said softly, “I heard that you are ill?”

“Yeah.” Ye Chen smiled: “But it’s fine.”

“That’s good.” Zhou Yucheng brought the apple and peeled it for her. Ye Chen looked outside the door and saw that Gu Jianan hadn’t come, so he quickly took out his mobile phone, like an internet addict teenager, and said excitedly, “Come on, come on, while Gu Jianan isn’t here, hurry up and have a game.”

Zhou Yucheng didn’t speak, Ye Chen was stunned for a while, and couldn’t help but ask, “What’s wrong with you?”

“Why does Gu Jianan care about you like that?”

“Ah?” Ye Chen didn’t understand: “That’s what he is.”

“I mean,” Zhou Yucheng pressed his anger: “What is your relationship with him, why does he care about you like this?!”

Ye Chen was stunned for a while, and then said in a daze: “Just… the relationship of good friends?”

“A good friend is in charge of this?” Zhou Yucheng sneered: “He lives at your house, goes to and from school with you every day, cooks for you, and helps you get ahead. Is this a good friend relationship?”

“Fuck him!” The system said viciously in Ye Chen’s mind: “He also manages very well, the host performs tasks, and the idlers retreat! Kill him!”

“No,” Ye Chen rejected the system in his head, and said seriously, “A good-looking person can forgive anything they say, but they can’t be arrogant!”

system:”……”

Yan dog, you can die.

Ye Chen was in a good mood, and when Zhou Yucheng shouted angrily, he blinked. Zhou Yucheng frowned: “What are you looking at?”

Ye Chen opened his mouth and said, “You look good.”

Gu Jianan walked to the door with the fruit, and when she heard these words, she stopped.

Zhou Yucheng was startled by Ye Chen’s words. He always knew that Ye Chen was a Yangou, and he could tell from playing games, but he never thought that Yangou had reached this level!

He couldn’t hold his words, Ye Chen chuckled lightly: “I am very tolerant of good-looking people, you are good-looking, you are right to do anything!”

“Jianan doesn’t have any friends,” Ye Chen said slowly, “I’m his only good friend. He and I are like best friends. What’s the point?”

Gu Jianan stood at the door and lowered his eyes.

best friend.

Who the fuck is her best friend? !

What kind of good friend would want to monopolize this person, would want to kiss this person, would want to marry this person, be with this person, for a lifetime.

But Ye Chen was obviously different from him. She didn’t have such an idea. She probably really just felt that she liked his good looks and wanted to accompany him.

Zhou Yucheng was stunned by what she said. After a while, he said in surprise, “Aren’t you a couple?”

Ye Chen laughed out loud: “What are you thinking about? How could Jianan and I be a couple? We are only in high school now.”

Ye Chen bitterly taught Zhou Yucheng: “High school students should focus on their studies, study hard, work hard, strive for progress, and not fall in love casually, do you know?”

“You are high school, don’t plan to fall in love?” Zhou Yucheng seemed a little surprised, Ye Chen thought about it, Zhou Yucheng didn’t want to fall in love, right? Ye Min has such a high degree of favorability towards him now, no, this is absolutely not possible!

So Ye Chen hurriedly said: “Don’t talk about it, Zhou Yucheng, don’t talk about it, it will affect your studies. We will think about this issue when we get to university!”

Hearing this, Zhou Yucheng was stunned. After a while, he couldn’t help laughing: “Okay, I won’t talk about it. I’ll wait for you.”

Gu Jianan listened to Zhou Yucheng’s words, walked in and put the fruit in the room. As soon as Zhou Yucheng saw Gu Jianan, his expression became cold, and he reminded Ye Chen, “But no matter what, you two are no longer children. Gu Jianan always comes to take care of you like this. It’s not good to be gossiped.”

“Your family lives by the sea?” Gu Jianan raised his head and glanced at Zhou Yucheng coldly: “I and Ye Chen don’t care, what do you care about?”

“Of course I care.” Zhou Yucheng said coldly, Gu Jianan understood what he meant in a second, he looked up at Zhou Yucheng, his eyes did not give way.

Ye Chen was a little tired, so he waved his hand and said, “You guys talk first, I’ll sleep for a while.”

Zhou Yucheng and Gu Jianan walked out, and Ye Chen fell asleep. Zhou Yucheng went to the living room, sat down on the sofa carelessly, and turned on the TV. Gu Jianan frowned: “Aren’t you leaving yet?”

“Why should I leave if you don’t go?” Zhou Yucheng smiled: “Is this house yours?”

Gu Jianan was choked by Zhou Yucheng, he turned around and went to the kitchen to prepare the ingredients, and stopped talking.

From that day on, Zhou Yucheng came to the door every day and reported to Ye Chen’s house on time with Gu Jianan. Within two days, Ye Min also came. She also fell out with her family, so she simply lived with Ye Chen and lived with Ye Chen.

After eating the dishes made by Gu Jianan, Ye Min wanted to kneel and sing conquest. She slept on the bed with Ye Chen at night. She whispered, “Sister, did Gu Jianan confess to you?”

“Don’t talk nonsense.” Ye Chen wanted to cover her whole body in the quilt, Ye Min said with a smile, “I can see that you two like each other!”

“Don’t talk nonsense if you don’t understand.” Ye Chen opened his eyes and said against his conscience, “Even if I like Zhou Yucheng, I don’t like him.”

“Ding,” the system prompt sounded: “Ye Min’s favorability toward Zhou Yucheng dropped by 10.”

Ye Chen’s eyes widened, what’s the matter? She said that she likes Zhou Yucheng and Ye Min will drop her favorability rating?

Just thinking about it, Ye Min said cautiously, “Sister, do you like Zhou Yucheng?”

“Yeah,” Ye Chen nodded hurriedly, not letting Ye Min’s expression go, “What about you? You like Zhou Yu, right?”

Ye Min pursed her lips and didn’t speak. After a long while, she slowly said, “No, I hate him.”

“It’s true!” Ye Chen pouted, Ye Min panicked and pushed her: “Really!”

“I’m not blind,” Ye Chen turned over and looked into Ye Min’s eyes: “Xiao Min, you can’t hide your eyes when you like someone, when you look at Zhou Yu, everyone can see it. , you like him. But he did something that made you sad, didn’t he?”

Ye Min didn’t speak, Ye Chen took the plot given to her by the system.

Zhou Yu and Ye Min didn’t get together, and it has a lot to do with Zhou Yu’s too many criminal records in the past, and a person who claims to be his fiancee has been making trouble. Ye Min lost his feelings for Zhou Yu a little bit, and then went to Zhou Yucheng’s arms.

But in fact, Zhou Yu was devoted to Ye Min, and he never thought about anyone else since he knew Ye Min.

So Ye Chen continued to persuade him: “But Xiaomin, everyone has to look forward. The past does not represent the present, nor does it represent the future. Even if Zhou Yu did something absurd in the past, it does not mean that he did it now.”

“But he still has a fiancée.” Ye Min pursed her lips, and Ye Chen smiled: “Then tell her that you are not with a man who is unclear about your relationship, and let him handle the affairs around you. I’ll pursue you again.”

“Also,” Ye Chen suddenly remembered and said solemnly, “Don’t fall in love early in high school, study hard!”

“Then you still like Zhou Yucheng!” Ye Min was unconvinced, Ye Chen giggled and laughed: “Aren’t I afraid that you will rob him?”

Ye Min was stunned for a while, then hesitantly said: “Okay…how could I rob my brother-in-law…”

Ye Chen didn’t speak, she raised her hand and stroked Ye Min’s face, heartbroken.

“How did I become such a woman!”

She cried to the system: “I don’t want this scenario anymore!”

“Calm down, host,” the system smiled and handed her a melon: “Would you like to eat a melon?”

The two sisters chatted and fell asleep at night. When they woke up the next day, Ye Chen was surprised to find that Ye Min’s favorability rating for Zhou Yucheng was only 60, his favorability rating for Zhou Yu reached 80, and the plot line also reached 70.

She decided to make persistent efforts, so Tiantian told Ye Min that she liked Zhou Yucheng, and at the same time brainwashed her about Zhou Yu.

Ye Min also began to accept Zhou Yu gradually, and the micro-movies of several people came to an end.

In the end, Zhou Yucheng was hacked to death, and Ye Chen had a big belly under the protection of Gu Jianan.

In the end, Gu Jianan stood behind Ye Chen, watching Ye Chen pull the child to stand in front of Zhou Yucheng’s grave, and solemnly said, “I will accompany you for a lifetime.”

When it came time to act, Gu Jianan was already deeply involved in the drama. He watched Ye Chen pulling the child’s back, as if he had really foreseen that day.

He felt sad in his heart, but this person was his only strength to support him, he couldn’t let go, so he could only say: “I’ll be with you, forever.”

After speaking, Ye Min was about to stop, but saw Gu Jianan staring at Ye Chen, and continued: “If you live, I will live; if you die, I will die with you.”

That sentence was so solemn, and it rendered the feelings of this tragic male supporting actor to the extreme.

Ye Min couldn’t help clapping and shouting, “Perfect!”

Ye Chen couldn’t help but look back, she saw the solemnity in Gu Jianan’s eyes, but asked, “Really?”

Gu Jianan smiled. He hid his affection and said slowly, “Of course it’s the lines.”

After the filming of the micro-movie, it was the second semester of high school. Ye Chen and Gu Jianan sat together, and Zhou Yucheng sat back to Gu Jianan’s seat in the last semester.

Ye Chen didn’t want to increase Gu Jianan’s favorability value, so he cautiously began to distance himself from him. She didn’t dare to be too obvious, worried that Gu Jianan’s blackening value would soar in minutes, and most importantly, she couldn’t see him having a bad time.

She hopes that even if she is gone, he can live well. So she gave him a transition period. At least don’t make Gu Jianan feel that she didn’t suddenly turn her face.

At first, she stopped asking him questions, but instead often poked Zhou Yucheng in front. Gu Jianan felt it, so he always observed Ye Chen, as long as she frowned, he handed over the answer.

Ye Chen had no choice, so he planned to ask Gu Jianan to make more friends. She took Gu Jianan to various parties, but every time she had a good time, Gu Jianan sat on the side, and when the party was over, he stood up silently and helped her. Take the bag and take him home.

On the way back, she always said to Gu Jianan, “Jianan, you have to make more friends, you are always alone, that’s not going to work.”

“Isn’t there still you?”

Gu Jianan spoke indifferently, Ye Chen was stunned, and listened to him: “I have you, that’s enough.”

Ye Chen was stunned. After a while, she was about to say something. Gu Jianan seemed to have expected her words, and immediately said, “I don’t need too many friends, one is enough.”

These words blocked all Ye Chen’s words, she bowed her head and replied without saying anything.

Ye Chen felt that he should find a reasonable reason to stay away from Gu Jianan.

A little further away, the feelings will fade away. But Gu Jianan also seemed to be aware of her thoughts, and the stick was much tighter than before. Every time Ye Chen tried to find a reason, he could always come back with a perfect answer.

It didn’t take long for Ye Min’s micro-movie to be edited and posted online. Although it didn’t win an award, it was very successful on the Internet with Zhou Yu and Ye Min working together. All three of them instantly gained fans, and Ye Chen surprised the entertainment industry with that face.

Not long after, an agent came to look for them. It was impossible for Yanliang to make Gu Jianan a star. He also hoped that Gu Jianan could study abroad and shine academically. And Zhou Yucheng’s position is impossible to become a star, so only Ye Chen is left, and he has become the object of competition among major companies.

For Ye Chen, this was a good opportunity to find a legitimate reason to stay away from Gu Jianan, so she resolutely signed a brokerage company.

On the night she signed the contract, Gu Jianan went back with her.

“You will be a star in the future,” Gu Jianan said slowly, “will you meet good-looking people?”

“Yeah.” Ye Chen smiled: “I like a lot of stars, and I never thought that there would be a day when I would become a star. Gu Jianan, are you happy for me?”

“You’ll come back often, right?” Gu Jianan’s voice was a little hoarse, Ye Chen looked up at the light and said gently, “Maybe. But Jianan, don’t we all get separated when we grow up? We have to learn to say goodbye. ”

When the two of them arrived at the door, Ye Chen turned to look at him and said with a smile, “Come on, starting today, let’s learn to say goodbye.”

Gu Jianan looked at her quietly and did not speak. Ye Chen smiled and shook his hand: “Goodbye.”

After speaking, Ye Chen turned to leave, Gu Jianan stretched out his hand, pulled her into his arms, buried his head in her neck, and said hoarsely, “Ye Chen, I’ll wait for you to come back.”

“No matter where you go, no matter where you are in this world, in this universe, in any corner, no matter how far you go, I will stay where you are, waiting for you to come back.”

“You must come back,” he said hoarsely, “do you know?”

Ye Chen didn’t speak, and the system beep came out.

“Warning, the sentiment value deviates from 20, and the host is advised to leave as soon as possible.”

Ye Chen closed her eyes, she tried to push him away, but Gu Jianan was staggered by her push, she turned around indifferently and said, “I’m leaving.”

After speaking, Ye Chen went back to his room.

The next day, she went to the company for training. The company retained her student status, but gave her a long vacation.

She has been training in the company for half a year. During this half year, Gu Jianan has been persistently texting and calling her. She rarely replied, but Gu Jianan still insisted on reporting her every move regardless of whether she replied or not. When he called, she seldom answered, occasionally answered, and told him that she was very busy.

As for Zhou Yucheng and Ye Min, she kept in touch. She asked them not to tell Gu Jianan, Ye Min couldn’t hear anything wrong, so she asked in confusion, “Sister, why?”

“There are some feelings,” Ye Chen said slowly, “I shouldn’t have them.”

Ye Min immediately understood what Ye Chen meant, so she lied to Gu Jianan with Zhou Yucheng.

The three of them sometimes get together and eat together. The relationship between Ye Min and Zhou Yu is getting better and better, and Ye Chen also found that as long as he is intimate with Zhou Yucheng, Ye Min’s favorability value for Zhou Yucheng will drop.

Time passed quickly, the three of them were in their third year of high school, and Ye Chen also released two dramas in a row, which quickly became popular.

Gu Jianan hadn’t seen her for nearly a year, but he kept sending messages.

At the end of the year, Ye Chen won an award for Best Supporting Actress with her first movie. On the day she accepted the award, she said a thank you speech. After she finished speaking, she received a message from Gu Jianan.

“Ye Chen, I am seat 13 in the seventh row. You are very beautiful today.”

Ye Chen turned his head and saw Gu Jianan. He was wearing a suit and his brows were much stiffer. He met her gaze with a gentle smile, with uncontrollable eagerness in his eyes. Ye Chen was stunned for a while, then raised a standard smile facing the camera, and nodded reservedly as a thank you.

Gu Jianan was stunned for a while, looking at Ye Chen’s smile, his heart ached sharply and violently.

But he pressed it down, and he told himself that it must be because of public occasions that Ye Chen was inconvenient to get close to him.

Looking at the interaction between the two of them, Yanliang couldn’t help sighing.

“Jianan, Ye Chen doesn’t care about you.”

Gu Jianan kept his head down, Yanliang continued: “Don’t waste your efforts, she is a star now, and she is used to seeing all kinds of people. I can see that Ye Chen is a face control, she Hello, it’s just because you look good. Now she’s in the entertainment industry. There are too many good-looking people. With her face, it’s not easy to see who you are? Canan, you and her are not All the way, give it up. Pass the TOEFL test, and I will send you abroad.”

Gu Jianan ignored Yan Liang, he quietly watched Ye Chen. Yan Liang coughed twice, and then he had to persuade him to say something. As soon as he opened his mouth, he heard Gu Jianan say, “She’s pretty, isn’t she?”

Yan Liang was stunned for a while, Gu Jianan quietly stared at the person who was talking and laughing with others, and slowly said: “From the beginning, this relationship was stolen by me. But so what? She is the only one to redeem. Me, she let me come out of the darkness, she let me know the beauty of this world, she gave me warmth when I was most afraid, most painful, and most vulnerable.”

She knew about his dark past, but she was never afraid or disgusted.

In this world, there will never be a Ye Chen again.

He will always remember the note she handed him from the window sill, she dragged him and ran hurriedly in the dark alley, after he killed him, she trembled and comforted the crying man, she blocked him In front of him, he fought with the Yan family.

This was his darkest and most beautiful time. Now everyone calls him Yan Shao, and he, like Zhou Yucheng, has become the arrogant man in the eyes of everyone, but he feels that all this is not important.

The only thing that matters is that person. As long as she is there, there will be nothing in the world and beauty will be lost.

Yan Liang looked at Gu Jianan’s eyes, sighed and said helplessly: “As you wish, if you want to go to school in China, it must also be a Q university.”

“Okay.” Gu Jianan nodded and set his eyes on Ye Chen again.

At the end of the day, Gu Jianan was waiting for Ye Chen at the door.

Reporters flocked here, Ye Chen smiled helplessly at him, and got into the car with help.

Gu Jianan was stunned for a while, but he did not speak.

She’s busy, she doesn’t have time, he knows.

The third year of high school was very tight. In April, when everyone was buried in the exam papers, Gu Jianan could still remember exactly which day was Ye Chen’s birthday.

He sent her a birthday message, but she didn’t reply. After a while, a photo of her birthday was posted on Weibo, and countless people wished her well below.

Gu Jianan flipped through her Weibo. He never liked these social media, but he registered all social media accounts for her, just for fear of missing any information about her.

The saddest thing in this world is that the person you once thought was very close, but one day you can only rely on Weibo and Moments to know what she is doing.

While opening her message, he played with the ring box in his hand and kept telling himself that she was busy, she was really busy.

However, looking at it, he found something wrong with the photo.

Behind Ye Chen’s photo, there is a person wearing a blue shirt, even if only a corner of the blue shirt is exposed, Gu Jianan can still remember that Zhou Yucheng wore this dress.

Reason tells him, don’t go deep, don’t ask, don’t look.

However, he couldn’t help but zoomed in on the photo to find out all the information in the photo. The table was a black marble table with gold edges inlaid on the corners. This was enough for him to identify the clubhouse they were in. Gu Jianan stood up and went to Ye Chen’s house to wait.

He waited all night, and at two o’clock in the morning, he heard the roar of the car, then Ye Chen got out of the car, Zhou Yucheng stuck his head out, and said with a smile, “Happy birthday.”

“Thank you.”

Ye Chen was wearing a curvy dress with a small cape outside. She smiled brightly. She waved to Zhou Yucheng: “See you another day.”

“Ye Chen,” Zhou Yucheng stopped her, “I will graduate from high school in June.”

“Yeah,” Ye Chen laughed, “Want me to throw a super big graduation party for you?”

“That’s not necessary,” Zhou Yucheng said with a meaningful look in his eyes: “I just want to know, will I be able to fall in love after graduation?”

Ye Chen was stunned for a while, then she remembered what she said back then, touched her nose, and said a little embarrassedly: “Just talk about love, what else are you going to say to me?”

Zhou Yucheng smiled, with a face you knew, he waved his hand and said, “Let’s go.”

Ye Chen watched Zhou Yucheng go away, and his face slowly faded.

Ye Min’s favorability score for Zhou Yucheng is only 30, and when it drops to 0, she can leave.

But I don’t know why, after everyone left, she woke up, and all she thought over and over in her mind was Gu Jianan’s “Happy Birthday”.

There wasn’t even a single punctuation mark, but she kept memorizing it.

She stepped on her high heels and walked into the elevator room, pressed the up button, and waited for the elevator while playing with her mobile phone. After waiting for a while, the elevator door opened, and she just walked in and pressed the door-close button, and a hand was placed beside the door.

Gu Jianan appeared at the door of the elevator room, Ye Chen froze in place, Gu Jianan looked at her quietly, his face icy cold.

She subconsciously called Zhou Yucheng, Gu Jianan walked into the elevator, and without saying a word, pressed Ye Chen’s floor.

He was full of coldness, Ye Chen couldn’t help trembling, the phone that dialed Zhou Yucheng’s number was tightly squeezed in her hand, as if it was a life-saving straw.

Gu Jianan turned her back to her, as if nothing had happened, stretched out her hand, and said indifferently, “Give me the phone.”

The system desperately announced in Ye Chen’s mind: “The blackening value has reached 40…”

“The blackening value exceeded 50…”

“60…”

“80…”

“100!”

With a “ding” sound, the elevator room opened.

Gu Jianan took the phone away from Ye Chen’s hand, glanced at Zhou Yucheng’s name, sneered, and turned off the phone.

“Let’s go.”

Gu Jianan pulled Ye Chen and went in directly next to her. Ye Chen watched him open the door next to her, and said in surprise, “You…”

“I rented this place.”

Gu Jianan walked in, stood at the door, and greeted Ye Chen like a friend: “Come in.”

“Gu Jianan,” Gu Jianan Ye Chen with a blackening value of 100 didn’t want to challenge at all, she said tremblingly, “What do you want to do?”

“What?” Gu Jianan chuckled lightly and walked in front of her. He grabbed her and wrapped her around like a poisonous snake. Ye Chen didn’t dare to move. He pulled her into the house and closed the door.

In an instant, there were only the two of them left in the room. Gu Jianan took her to sit on the sofa, squatted down, took off her high heels and put on slippers for her.

“You’re shaking.”

Gu Jianan looked up at her and couldn’t help laughing: “What are you shaking?”

“Gu Jianan,” Ye Chen gritted his teeth and said, “What exactly do you want to do?”

“What do I want to do?” Gu Jianan smiled: “I don’t think about anything, Ye Chen, I just want to be the same as before, is there anything I can’t do?”

“Ye Chen, I think it’s the same as before. We’ve been together all the time, going to school, after school, doing homework, and playing games together. There’s no one else around you. Always stay with me and watch me.”

“You like watching boys play basketball, I can learn;”

“You like to play games, I can learn;”

“If you want to make a movie, I can accompany you too;”

“You don’t know how to do the questions. I think when you are at the same table, I will work hard and get the first place.”

“Ye Chen,” he looked up at her with seriousness in his eyes: “Is it so difficult for me alone in your world?”

Ye Chen didn’t speak, Gu Jianan’s breath made her scared, he straightened up and looked into her eyes, his eyes were full of bitterness: “Ye Chen, when I killed someone back then, you were never afraid of holding me, what are you afraid of now? ?”

“Are you afraid I’ll kill you?”

“Gu Jianan…” Ye Chen trembled, “You’re crazy.”

“Am I crazy?” Gu Jianan laughed softly, as if he had heard something very funny. He looked up at her with tenderness in his eyes: “Ye Chen, do you care about me?”

Ye Chen didn’t speak, Gu Jianan pinched her neck and said gently, “Speak.”

“I care…” Ye Chen didn’t dare to provoke him, Gu Jianan laughed lightly, he took out her mobile phone card, then turned on the phone, connected to WIFI, and logged into her WeChat.

“Well, okay, let’s see, how much do you care about me, okay?”

Having said that, Gu Jianan also turned on his mobile phone.

He opened her WeChat and checked the time one by one.

When she was fighting with Zhou Yucheng and Ye Min in the group, she sent him a message, and she was busy.

When she and Zhou Yucheng and Ye Min had a dinner appointment, she refused to answer his call and told him that she was busy.

When she and Zhou Yucheng were playing games on the trumpet, she refused his invitation to play games with her, telling him that she was very busy.

Gu Jianan has read all the information since the day they separated.

He finally saw her complete life, and when he turned to the back, his voice felt hoarse.

He felt that he was not torturing Ye Chen, not that he was frightening Ye Chen, but that he was torturing himself, and that he was constantly reminding himself in this way.

This person doesn’t care about her, this person is alienating him, this person may even hate him.

He thought that the relationship between the two people, from beginning to end, was just insisting on him alone.

After he read all the information, his whole body collapsed. He sat on the ground with his back against the sofa, staring at Ye Chen’s phone without saying a word.

Ye Chen didn’t dare to move, looked at the person looking at her album, and listened to him slowly ask: “When did you start to hate me so much?”

Ye Chen didn’t speak, Gu Jianan’s voice was hoarse, looking at the photo of her and Zhou Yucheng in the photo, there was Zhou Yucheng knocking on the door outside, after Ye Chen called him and turned it off, he rushed back and knocked Ye Chen outside. The door knocked for a long time.

“I clearly remember that you were very kind to me.” Gu Jianan closed his eyes: “I don’t know when it started, and you didn’t even want to talk to me. Ye Chen, do you still remember? You told me that this world is beautiful, and I believed it. At that time, I thought I had seen the cruelest world, but it was not until today that I found out, Ye Chen, that the world is actually far more cruel than I imagined.”

叶尘看着顾嘉楠的模样，感觉自己仿佛是被人按在水里，因为缺氧逼得所有肺腑都在疼。

除了那次在领奖现场远远和他点了一次头，她已经将近一年没有见过他，她以为感情会随着时光变得浅薄，却没有想过，等一年后再见，所有压抑着的感情会这么激烈爆发出来。

她见不得他这副模样，她当初将他从家里带出来，就是希望他能有一个不一样的人生。

她对他好，她给与他一切，都是希望，他能逃离原本剧情中的命运，他应该是一个很好很好的人，他应该可以微笑看待这个世界，他应该成为人类医学之光，在很多年后的历史书上，人家说起顾嘉楠，前面都会加一个让人倍感光荣的前缀。

可如今他坐在她面前，眼泪静静落下来的模样，仿佛在咒骂着她所做的一切。

“顾嘉楠，”她沙哑开口：“我并不想你过得不好。”

听到这话，顾嘉楠慢慢抬头，嘲讽勾起嘴角：“叶尘，你到底怎么想的？”

“你一面对我好，一面又要抛弃我；一面说着希望我过得好，一面又要让我很很伤心难过。”

叶尘张了张口，她说不出话来。

顾嘉楠说得对，她说得没错，是她先对他好，又是她先收的手。

这时候，周玉承已经调了监控出来，看到了顾嘉楠拉着叶尘进了自己的房间。周玉承带着人在门口踹门，顾嘉楠抬头看着砰砰作响的门口，慢慢道：“你喜欢他吗？”

叶尘没有言语，顾嘉楠嘲讽笑了笑，站起身道：“你喜欢他。”

说着，他去开门，站在门口，他沙哑道：“从一开始，你就喜欢他，不是吗？”

“对。”叶尘终于开口，她闭上眼睛，沙哑道：“顾嘉楠，我喜欢他，他不喜欢我和你在一起，所以请你以后，不要来纠缠我了。”

顾嘉楠捏紧了门把手，就在这时，门终于被周玉承带着人撞开。

周玉承一冲进来，就朝着顾嘉楠一拳砸了过来，顾嘉楠一把抓住周玉承的拳头，就和对方打了起来。

顾嘉楠的保镖一直站在门外，看见这个架势，立刻冲了进来，双方纠缠在一起，整个房间都乱了起来，邻居打开们来，看了一眼，立刻又冲了回去。

周玉承和顾嘉楠狠狠砸着对方，捡到什么砸什么，一大脚一大脚踹过去，一拳一拳没有半分泄力砸到对方身上，仿佛是将这些年来积累的所有怨气都砸到对方身上。

叶尘站起来，冷眼看着他们，从旁边拿起一个瓶子，猛地摔到地上，怒吼出声：“都给我停下来！”

压在周玉承身上的顾嘉楠下意识停住动作，周玉承将他一脚踹开，所有人听着动作，在地上喘息。

周玉承着急看向叶尘：“叶尘你没事吧？”

“没有。”

叶尘垂下眉目，走到顾嘉楠面前，她向他伸出手来，顾嘉楠也不知道怎么的，看着那素净的手，眼泪瞬间就落了下来。

“我不是不想对你好，”叶尘慢慢开口：“只是顾嘉楠，我不喜欢你，不能让你喜欢我。”

“那为什么要对我好？”顾嘉楠沙哑出声：“如果一开始就注定要放弃我，为什么又要靠近我？你让我一辈子在黑暗里腐烂下去，让我一辈子不知道什么是美好，这样不好吗？”

“你把我捧到云端，又把我狠狠摔下来，叶尘，”顾嘉楠抬头看她，眼泪全是固执：“这太恶毒。”

“对不起……”叶尘垂下眼眸，反复道：“对不起……我一开始，也只是想报答你，让你过好一点，仅此而已。”

听到这话，顾嘉楠僵住了动作，叶尘闭上眼睛，沙哑道：“我以前任性，欺负过你，可你却在别人打我时帮了我。嘉楠，我想你是一个很好的人……”

“别说了……”顾嘉楠颤抖起来，他终于想起，这个美好的梦境的开始，是始于怎样荒谬的误解。

“我并没有对你产生过爱情……”

“别说了！”顾嘉楠大吼出声，而周玉承站起来，冷声道：“说下去。”

叶尘还要继续说什么，顾嘉楠一把握住她的手，颤抖道：“别说了，求你，别说了。”

不能让周玉承知道，不能让其他任何人知道，甚至不能让他自己看清楚。

这场感情，缘起是错，一切都是错。

然而周玉承没有给他机会。他似乎是明白了什么，怒吼出声：“说下去！叶尘你说下去，你告诉我，你到底为什么对他这么好？！”

叶尘没有说话，她看着顾嘉楠颤抖的手。

到极限了。

她和顾嘉楠，都已经到了极限。

她要顾嘉楠彻底离开她，她要顾嘉楠再也不会作出这样的荒诞来。

可是话到嘴边，她却再也说不出来，这时候周玉承走到叶尘身后，他恍惚想起来，叶尘是从什么时候开始对顾嘉楠好的？

是她被打的那一次吧。第二天，她就开始给顾嘉楠送东西。

他忍不住觉得有些好笑，帮她的是他周玉承，最后叶尘感激的，却是顾嘉楠？

而顾嘉楠却还有脸问她，为什么要对他好？

“顾嘉楠，”周玉承慢慢开口：“你不觉得，你太过卑劣吗？”

“不要说……”顾嘉楠紧紧握住叶尘的手，仓皇抬头，苍白着脸，却是看着周玉承。

不能让叶尘知道。

不能让叶尘知道，当年救她的不是他，当年的他，甚至想过报复她。

他远不是她所以为的善良，更没有她所以为的好。

周玉承看见顾嘉楠的模样，不由得愣了愣，他何曾看见这个人这幅样子？仿佛是将生命里的一切都放在他周玉承手里，就等他一声判决。

可是感情这种事，哪里来的退让和怜悯？

周玉承慢慢开口：“顾嘉楠，当年救人的是我。”

有什么碎裂开来。

顾嘉楠恍惚听到当年叶尘的声音。

“你救了我，我会好好报答你的。”

“顾嘉楠，没想到你是这么好的人。”

周玉承没有停下来，继续开口：“当年叶尘被打，是我带人救的人，你只是偶然路过，顾嘉楠，你还记得吗？”

“如果叶尘该报答谁，那该是我。”

“如果叶尘该对谁好，那也该是我。”

“你骗了她，她对你好，如今你还要口口声声问她为什么对你好，顾嘉楠，你不觉得自己太恶心吗？”

“你有什么资格去责怪她？你该感激她。”

对的，他该感激她。

她是他的神，他的救赎者，她为了他的谎言为他付出了这么多，他哪里来的资格，要她更多？

顾嘉楠失去了力气，慢慢放开她的手。

叶尘看着他的模样，用尽所有力气，才克制住抱住他的冲动，却还是没能克制住自己抓回他手的动作。顾嘉楠呆呆抬头，看见叶尘静静看着他。

“顾嘉楠，”她慢慢开口：“我希望你能好好的。”

顾嘉楠嘲讽笑开：“叶尘，我是个骗子，一个骗子，你还希望他好好的？”

“不管你是不是骗子，”叶尘慢慢道：“我在你身上花费的心血，却不是假的。我希望你能好好的生活，希望你好好看这个世界，希望你去很多地方，希望你找一个你爱的人。”

说着，叶尘觉得眼睛酸楚，她觉得脑子开始疼痛，开始恶心，可是她坚持住自己，紧紧握着他的手，慢慢道：“你那么聪明，一定会是一个很好的医生，会救很多人，会拿很多奖。你会去很远的地方，走很长的路，在某一天，会站在世界级的颁奖台上，然后我站在下面，为你鼓掌。”

“只有这样，”叶尘慢慢道：“你才不算辜负我为你做过的这么多事。”

顾嘉楠没说话，他低垂着头，一言不发。

叶尘放开他的手，慢慢站起来。

她的头剧烈疼痛，周玉承察觉到她摇晃的身子，一把扶住了她。顾嘉楠静静坐在那里，一直没有说话。

周玉承扶着叶尘走出去，走到门边，顾嘉楠突然开口。

“再见。”

每个人都要学会告别，他想，这一次，他与叶尘，大概是真的要告别了。

叶尘背对着他，早已克制不住自己，眼泪滚滚而下，却还是假作平静道：“再见。”

她捏紧周玉承，同周玉承一起走出去，等她走出去后，顾嘉楠站起身来，下了楼，坐上等在楼下的车。

上车之后，他努力板着脸，却克制不住眼泪掉下来。他转头看着外面车来车往，感觉世界一片模糊。

等到了言家，言良刚开门，就看见顾嘉楠满脸是泪看着他，沙哑道：“爸，我要去美国。”

而顾嘉楠回家后，叶尘感觉天旋地转，头仿佛是针扎一样疼得厉害。她开始呕吐，周玉承吓慌了，立刻带着她去了医院。

还在路上，叶尘就昏死过去，等叶尘醒过来后，她就看见周玉承坐在她面前，眼里带了红肿。

“三八你给我滚出来。”

看着周玉承的样子，叶尘就知道一定有狗血的剧情出现了，她冷静道：“你说吧，我是得了什么绝症？白血病？渐冻症？还是其他什么？”

“脑癌。”三八淡定道：“系统检测到你的任务现在只需要时间进度，很快就会完成，所以你要从现在开始准备合理离开的伏笔。而且，系统希望你能尽量将任务保持在B级，根据系统测算，如果你因为癌症而死，顾嘉楠成为顶尖科学家攻破癌症为人类做出重大贡献的几率高达90%，哪怕你有一些数值没有到达满分，也可以到B级。而根据我对宿主的了解，你所有器官里脑子最后问题，所以就是脑癌了。”

“系统，”叶尘忽视了系统的嘲讽，虚弱道：“你让我脑癌，我没有问题，但是能不能给我开个痛觉屏蔽？真他妈痛死了。”

“好吧。”三八微笑着点头：“扣你10积分。”

“卧槽！！”叶尘怒吼出声：“你怎么不去抢？”

“那你疼着咯。”

“扣扣扣！”叶尘疼得快崩溃了，虚弱道：“你们就是想用这种办法促进消费吧？”

“怎么会？”三八一脸严肃道：“我们都是官方正经系统，不会做这种事的。”

“看着一点都不像。”

叶尘和三八斗着嘴，这时候周玉承靠过来，温和道：“你要不要吃点什么？”

“没什么。”叶尘摇了摇头：“我们出院吧，我还有一个通告要赶。”

“不去了。”周玉承沙哑道：“我带你出去玩吧。”

看见周玉承的模样，叶尘不由得笑了：“没事的，”她眼神温柔：“你别担心。”

周玉承愣了愣，片刻后，他终于反应过来：“你知道你是脑癌，是吗？”

叶尘一时不知如何回答，接着她就听周玉承道：“你拒绝顾嘉楠，就是为这个，对吗？”

叶尘无语凝噎。

她一点都，不想拿这种剧本。

可是有了顾嘉楠的前车之鉴，她不想周玉承走顾嘉楠的老路，打算从一开始就断了周玉承的心思，便点了点头，没有多说。

“你喜欢顾嘉楠？”

“喜欢……吧。”

听到她的话，周玉承僵了僵，叶尘继续劝说：“周玉承，你还要高考，回去好好学习吧。”

“你想我考哪所大学？”

“你怎么问我啊？”叶尘忍不住笑了：“当然是你想考哪所，就考哪所。”

“那我考上了我想考的学校，你会和我在一起吗？”周玉承盯着她，叶尘愣了愣，周玉承握住她的手，认真道：“我知道你喜欢顾嘉楠，我也知道你时日无多，可是我不介意。”

“我好不容易喜欢一个人，我不想就这么放弃。”

“可是，”叶尘静静看着他：“我不想你喜欢我，我不想任何人喜欢我。”

如果注定要离开，她希望，在她能力范围内，尽量不去辜负任何人。

周玉承笑了笑，抚开她额前的头发。

“傻瓜，”他微笑道：“喜欢一个人，其实也是很幸福的，你喜欢过我，我希望在你有生之年，有那么一段时间，能和我互相喜欢。”

叶尘愣了愣，她看着面前人温和的笑容，竟是发不出任何拒绝的言语。

她换上脑癌的事情，并不愿意让任何人知晓，周玉承帮她瞒着，在医院稳定后，就又出了院。

没了两个月，就传来了顾嘉楠去美国的消息。他去美国那天，叶敏和周宇们都去送他，叶尘没能忍住，悄悄去了机场。

她想，或者这是她这辈子，最后一次见顾嘉楠。

她在机场看着他走进安检，躲在柱子后面泣不成声。周玉承悄无声息走到她身后，轻拍着她的背，温和道：“没事了，别哭了。”

六月，周玉承高考，考上了Q大。

也就是那个月，叶尘一期手术方案出来，上手术台前，周玉承将一枚戒指放在了她指尖，温柔道：“我等你出来，你一定要回来。”

叶尘笑了笑，她看了一下数值，叶敏对周玉承的好感度还有20，她肯定要活着回来接受折磨。

顾嘉楠走后，整个剧情进度就只能靠时间磨了。

她的病情一点点恶化，却就是不死。仅仅只是因为，叶敏的好感度一直降不下去。

叶敏和周宇的关系一直若即若离，哪怕拥有90的好感度，叶敏却始终不敢去接受周宇。

因为生病，叶尘没有办法再演戏，周玉承借着家里的关系封锁了所有和她的相关话题，媒体也不知道她在做什么，只知道这个曾经被众人给予厚望的当红小生突然就消失不见。

叶尘没有了消息，反而是顾嘉楠声名鹊起。到了美国后，他很快加入了一个顶尖的科学研究院，在本科就连着发了几篇论文。叶尘总是在百度他的消息，她喜欢百度他每一张照片，每一条消息，然后打印下来，放在笔记本里，悄悄的看。

这些事她都不让周玉承知道，周玉承要的很简单，也很清楚，他不介意她有一天会离开，他只希望她离开之前，能独属于他。

她无法管住自己内心，她只能伪装成周玉承想要的样子。

而周玉承似乎也的确没有发现她的小动作，每天都过得很幸福。他喜欢在她的病房里放很多鲜花，喜欢坐在床边给她削着苹果和她说话。

他说，叶尘，我最喜欢的，就是你没心没肺的样子。那个时候，你看上去可开心了。

于是叶尘每天都笑得特别乐呵。

准备了好多笑话，每天说给周玉承听。

转眼间四年过去，周宇和叶敏的好感度终于到了99，而叶敏对周玉承的好感度也在这些年降到了只剩1，叶尘没敢去查顾嘉楠的数据，她就只是在暗处静静看着他，用一种无声的方式，守护在他身边。

这么多年，她一直没有换过电话，可那个人却没有发过一条信息、打过一个电话给她。

周玉承毕业的时候，叶尘的身体终于熬不住了，必须进行第三期手术。

可是这一次手术风险太大，周玉承一直下不了决定，他看着叶尘越来越痛苦，开始因为压迫神经胡言乱语，他终于忍耐不住。

他握着叶尘的手，沙哑道：“叶尘，我们结婚吧？”

叶尘浑浑噩噩睁眼，她已经很难保持清醒了。她温和道：“好，我们结婚。”

结婚那天，叶尘带了假发，画着淡妆。

周家二公子的婚事，那当然是满城皆知，而成婚对象居然是当年那位刚刚红起来就退隐的女星，更是让人揣测这中间有多少故事。

周玉承的婚礼办得很大，许多主播都纷纷赶往了现场，开始直播，所有人也都注意到，这位新娘子异常的消瘦，哪怕厚厚的浓妆，也无法遮掩她的虚弱。

宣誓的时候，周玉承看着叶尘苍白的脸，听她说“无论生老病死、贫穷富有，都对你不离不弃”的时候，他居然再也忍耐不住，落下泪来。

叶尘已经虚弱得无法站住，肿瘤压迫神经，让她视线模糊。她听到周边喧哗声，感觉有灼热的眼泪落到自己手背上，不由得微笑起来道：“你怎么哭了？”

“我就是……喜极而泣嘛。”周玉承擦干了眼泪，在众人的欢呼声下，吻向了他。

他们两成婚时，美国清晨第一缕阳光刚好落到顾嘉楠的床头。

他没有打开任何媒体，他知道今天是叶尘和周玉承结婚的时间，他想回去，可他什么都做不了。他呆呆坐在床上，从落地天窗外眺望这个繁华的城市。

已经四年了。

他来这个地方，已经四年。他可以把英语说得像母语一样顺溜，他没日没夜投身学术研究，他有了很多追求者，他有了很多朋友。

言良退了位置，在一年前检查出胰腺癌病逝。而他就定居美国，获得了永久居住权，成为了美国一流的科学家。

他用了四年时间完成了许多人一生无法完成的事业，却无法忘记一个人。

很早之前，顾嘉楠以为，时光会消磨一个人的印记，可是四年过去，在那个人消息再次传来时，他却发现，有些感情如酒，只会越酿越深。

他可以清晰想起她的眉眼，她的线条，她笑起来眼里落满星光，她坐在他自行车背后，手心灼人的温度。

记忆不会因为时光褪色分毫，反而越发鲜明。

让他每个夜晚不敢入睡，因为会想起她。

让他每个白天不敢停止手头的工作，因为会想起她。

从实验室他带着的新生口里听到她和周玉承的名字，听见他们两成婚的消息时，他本来以为自己可以不去看，不去听，却还是在他们成婚这个时间点准时醒了过来。

他摩挲着手里的手机，那还是六年前叶尘买给他苹果老款，因为系统升级，就连发个信息，都已经变得迟钝。他翻看着过去偷偷拍下的照片，心里尖锐疼起来。

许久后，他终于忍不住发了信息给她。

——你结婚了，我怎么办？

这是她很多年前的号码，在这个失去一个人的微信就等于再也找不到这个人的是时代，号码早已经是随便换的东西了。有时候只是因为一个流量套餐不合适，有时候是因为去了另一个地方。他本来以为，叶尘早该换了号码，然而很快，叶尘的回复就回了过来。

“嘉楠，世界很大，你该多去看看。”

顾嘉楠看着她的回复，眼泪落到手机上。

他突然发现，自己和少年时并没有任何不同，在看到她的话时，他还是一样，能够瞬息之间，溃不成军。

他趴在床上，握着手机，整个人蜷缩起来，咬着下唇，不让自己哭出声来。

他多想告诉她。

叶尘，世界这么大，可是我的世界，却只有你。

没有叶尘的世界，顾嘉楠一无所有。

言良已经死了，他早已了无牵挂，只有这个叫叶尘的姑娘，是支撑他往前行走唯一的动力。

她总是让他往前看，总是告诉他这个世界多美好。

可他已经去了很多地方，他的脚步在这四年走过了无数国家，见过了形形色色的人，他也想去体会她说的美好和喜悦，可在没有叶尘的时间里，他看不到任何光彩。

世界和他幼年时一样，没有任何区别。

叶尘是叶尘的叶尘，顾嘉楠却是叶尘的顾嘉楠。

叶尘的世界有那么多人，可顾嘉楠的世界，却只有一个叶尘。

就像很多年前，叶尘带着他出去聚会，他就是坐在角落里，静静注视着那个人。

可如今叶尘要嫁给另一个人，叶尘这一辈子，都将独属于另一个人，这是他所拥有的全部，都要被人这样带走，这让他情何以堪？

他在床上低哭出声，将手机抱在胸口，一声一声叫她的名字，叶尘。

可是没有人回应，也不会再有人回应。

而另一边，叶尘自己独自坐在新房里，她太虚弱了，经不起任何人吵闹。叶敏扶着她进了新房后，她握着叶敏的手，温和道：“小敏，以后和周宇要好好过日子。”

叶敏没说话，红肿着眼，叶尘注视着她，像一个在合格不过的姐姐，认真道：“小敏，生命从来很脆弱。你永远不知道，你看着还在你身边笑语晏晏那个人，下一秒会在哪里。所以，答应我，珍惜你身边的人，幸福活下去，好不好？”

“好……”

叶敏沙哑开口，也就是那瞬间，叶尘脑海里浮现出系统的声音。

“恭喜，叶敏对周玉承好感值：0，对周宇好感值100。”

“顾嘉楠好感值98，黑化值10，剧情进度99。”

“系统检测，宿主死后，剧情进度自动完成，请问是否选择脱离世界？选择后，二十分钟内脱离。”

“是。”

叶尘在脑海中点下了那个发光的键，然后和叶敏道：“小敏，你出去帮一下玉承，我想休息一会儿。”

叶敏点了点头，走了出去。房间里只剩下叶尘一个人，她躺到床上，拿出手机，看着顾嘉楠的信息，艰难回复了那一句话。

回复了后，她突然发现，自己很想听听顾嘉楠的声音。

她感觉生命力在逐步流失，她艰难抬手，拨通了顾嘉楠的电话。

“嘟……嘟……嘟……”

电话一遍遍响起，却没有任何人接听。

许久后，对面人才接起了电话，叶尘听到对方沙哑的声音：“叶尘。”

叶尘微笑开来，她想说话，却发现，自己已经再也没有任何力气了。

她闭上眼睛，想起很多画面。

她拉着顾嘉楠在小巷里狂奔，她抱着痛哭流涕的顾嘉楠安抚，她坐在自行车后欢喜欢喜抱住顾嘉楠，她被顾嘉楠抱在怀里，在众人的注目下，走出叶家……

最后，她停留在她签约经纪公司那个晚上。

她明亮着眼告诉顾嘉楠，人长大了，都会分开，所以从今天起，我们要学着告别。

路灯下，顾嘉楠苍白着脸，认真看着她。

她挥了挥手，温柔道：“再见，顾嘉楠。”

而后她闭上眼睛，周边万物无声。

而顾嘉楠握着手机，小心翼翼问：“叶尘？”

没有人回应。

他想，大概是她拨错了号码。于是他挂了电话，藏进了自己怀里。

没多久，周玉承兴致勃勃回到房间里，他带了一大批人，高兴道：“媳妇儿！”

刚一进屋，他就愣了。

穿着婚纱的姑娘躺在红色玫瑰花里，睡得安稳平静。

周玉承没说话，他在门口站了一会儿，终于开口：“你们出去，我和她待一会儿。”

说完，他走上前去，将那个人无比温柔抱紧了怀里。

等所有人离开，这个男人才终于落下眼泪，然后嚎哭出声来。

半个月后，美国清晨八点，顾嘉楠走进自己实验室，收到了短信。

信息是周玉承发的，冰冷的语调：“叶尘三天后下葬，你回来吧。”

顾嘉楠脑子里嗡的一下，好半天，他终于颤抖着手，拨通了周玉承的号码。

“周……她……她……”

他说不出话来，句子断断续续，然而周玉承却还是明白他想说什么，他已经经历过最悲伤的时期，用着冷静的语调道：“她死了。”

顾嘉楠脑海里一片空白，只听周玉承淡道：“脑癌。在你去美国那年确诊，这些年一共动了两期手术，马上要第三期了，可是她没有撑住。”

“她死之前最后一个号码是拨给你的，我想她一定很想你，顾嘉楠，我很讨厌你，可是她这样想你，最后送她走，我也希望你来见见。”

“你……骗我……”顾嘉楠整个人都在颤抖：“周玉承，你骗我……”

周玉承没说话，片刻后，他语调沙哑：“我也希望我在骗你。可是顾嘉楠，我是不是骗你，你不知道吗？”

“当年她对你那么好，那么喜欢你，你以为为什么还要拒绝你？”

“哪里有人会因为偶然一次相救，就对一个人掏心掏肺好那么久的？顾嘉楠，你扪心自问，她喜欢你，你不知道吗？”

“她喜欢你，不想让你难过，不想你为她耽误人生。你不在这些年，她一直在百度你的信息，一直在看你过去的照片，她把你所有消息做成一个小册子，趁我不在时候偷偷翻看。她以为我不知道，其实我一直知道。”

“她一直在玩游戏，一直用着貂蝉，她说是用习惯了，其实我知道，她就是很想有一天你会突然上线，顶着那个‘保护我方貂蝉’的名字出现在她的世界。”

“顾嘉楠，”周玉承说不下去，哭出声来：“她这么喜欢你，你为什么，就不懂呢？我为什么，就不能放手，就不能甘心呢？”

顾嘉楠说不出话来，他挂了周玉承电话，颤抖着去定机票。

回国之后，顾嘉楠和周玉承一起送叶尘下葬，叶敏在旁边哭得喘不上气来，叶淮夫妇冷漠看着。

顾嘉楠点了根烟，递给周玉承。周玉承接过烟来，沙哑道：“什么时候学会抽烟的？”

“去美国那年，整晚整晚睡不着，”顾嘉楠慢慢开口：“一闭眼，就全部都是她，抽烟，喝酒，能忘了她的东西，都学会了。”

“忘了吗？”周玉承抽了一口烟，烟圈在雨里散开。

顾嘉楠笑了笑。

“没有。”

“你可以忘了一个人，却很难忘了全世界。”

“她是我的全世界。”

他目光落到不远处，看着那个人被泥土掩埋。

“你知道我最后悔什么吗？”

“我最后悔，这一辈子，都没有完完整整说过一句喜欢她。我以为她知道，所以就不用说了。可现在才发现，她知道，也不代表就不说。”

“如果有下辈子，”

他闭上眼睛：“我一定要同她说好多声，我喜欢她。”

周玉承没说话，雨下得淅淅沥沥。他很庆幸。

他说了他喜欢她，然后她嫁给了他。也许他们没有真的相爱过，可至少，她曾经是他的妻子。

送走了叶尘后，顾嘉楠回了美国。

两年后，顾嘉楠造出干细胞，彻底攻破癌症，成为世界顶尖学者。

在他领奖那天晚上，他给周玉承打了电话。

“过得好吗？”

“还行吧，”周玉承淡道，片刻后，他慢慢说：“顾嘉楠，时光可以治愈一切伤痛。”

“时光可以治愈伤痛，却不能治愈绝症。”

顾嘉楠躺在浴缸里，感受鲜血流淌出去的感觉。

他闭上眼睛。

“所以，周玉承，我去找她了。”

“我想抓着她，我想告诉她。”

“叶尘——顾嘉楠喜欢她。”

【第一卷·我的世界只有你·完】

【第二卷·剑本无暇】

叶尘睁开眼睛，发现自己漂浮在空中。

“我离开那个世界了？”

“对。”黄色的球飘了过来，是一个捂着脸哭的表情。

叶尘惊呆了，脱口而出：“你怎么变成这个样子了？！”

“我升级了呀。”

黄球眨眨眼，表情在“微笑”和“捂脸哭”之间变换来变换去：“我现在有两个表情了。”

“厉厉……害了。”

叶尘满脸震惊，突然想起来：“你升级了，我拿了多少积分？”

“本次任务完成B级，宿主获得300积分。其实有点可惜，如果顾嘉楠不死，你本来是可以拿A级的。最后顾嘉楠好感度100，黑化0，还给人类做了重大贡献……”

“顾嘉楠死了？！”叶尘呆住了，系统应了一声，有些悲痛道：“是啊，死了。下次宿主要小心一点，不要让反派再寻死了。”

叶尘哽了哽，赶紧转移话题：“我们现在去下一个任务？”

“马上就到了。不过在此之前，我必须提醒您一下，您知道您最后感情值到达52，差一点就回不来了吗？”

“啊？这样啊……”叶尘有点不好意思，她记得所有剧情，但也不知道为什么，完全感受不到感情值有偏离52那么多。

“您别回想了，系统已经给您做了一次感情清洗。我是真的很认真警告您，请不要再犯这种错误。”

“啊……”叶尘有些尴尬：“那我犯了，你们清洗一下不就好了吗？”

“不是所有感情都可以被清洗的，”系统意味深长：“宿主对人物的感情越深刻，清洗效果越差，而且随着清洗次数变多，宿主会产生抗力。”

“而且……”

“而且？”

“算了。”系统不再解说：“接受世界线，准备出发吧！”

话音刚落，叶尘脑海里就涌入了无数信息。

这次世界是一个修□□，世界主线是一个背负着家仇的女主丹颜和男主谢无双一路逆袭成神的故事。丹颜是天下第一炼丹师丹辰子的女儿，身怀神族血脉，年幼时因为她的血脉，丹辰子被人追杀，丹辰子死前将丹颜托付给好友君衍，君衍将她收为弟子。养成过程中，君衍爱上善良活泼的丹颜，然而丹颜却爱慕他的二徒弟谢无双，君衍因嫉妒刻意陷害谢无双，导致谢无双坠崖，丹颜心知是君衍杀害自己爱人，于是一路隐忍蛰伏，在谢无双得到奇遇归来后，一起揭露君衍真面目。

而后君衍堕魔，正式成为第一大反派，和男女主们一路厮杀。

在遇到男女主之前，君衍也是个开挂式人物，凡人之身修仙，一年筑基、十年金丹、五十年元婴，百年大乘，时年三百岁，就已是修真界剑修中最顶尖人物。

他堕魔之后，成长速度和男女主不相上下，最后一战，他以自己献祭，毁灭了整个世界，而男女主看着世界被毁，悲哀叹息后，携手飞升。

这个故事里，叶尘是一个虽然形容词接近完美却没活过十章的女炮灰。

叶尘的身体也叫叶尘，出身蓬莱修仙世家，叶尘是天生的剑灵根，姿容绝美，五岁就被君衍收为弟子，君衍只是看中她的才华，她却深深迷恋君衍。

她十三岁时，君衍收了谢无双当徒弟，叶尘照顾谢无双，因此成为了谢无双的初恋。

她十七时，君衍收了丹颜做徒弟。因为君衍喜欢丹颜，所以叶尘一直各种刁难丹颜，也因为如此，谢无双救了丹颜好几次，逐渐讨厌叶尘。

最后，她在故事早期，就因为设计陷害丹颜，被君衍一剑劈死了。

她的死为君衍残暴铺下伏笔，后期谢无双与君衍敌对，她的死占据了一部分功劳。

看完这个故事，叶尘很冷静。

“很好，”叶尘点点头：“我对这种，家里有钱、天赋又好、长得漂亮的身份非常满意！我的攻略目标是谢无双对吧？我喜欢当白月光。”

“并不是。”系统微笑道：“您的攻略目标，是大反派君衍哟。”

叶尘脸色猛地变了。

“不！！”她大吼出声：“我拒绝攻略渣男！！这种人是人渣！”

故事线里叶尘为他做了多少事啊，就因为设计了丹颜一下，说捅死就捅死了，没有任何情绪。好歹是一手养到大的弟子，能不要这么重色轻徒吗？！

然而系统没有给她继续说话的机会，叶尘感觉面前白光散过，一睁眼，就看到一个白袍如雪的青年站在她身前。

她这个身体似乎还很小，需要仰望才能看到那个人的面容。

那个人头顶镶金玉冠，身着印着银色龙纹的白色华袍，外面笼着云纱，呈得仙气十足。

他的眉目精致俊美，仿若山水墨画，带着一股说不出来的味道。

他将手放在她额头上，他的手像玉一样，有些冰凉，合着淡漠的神色，让人想起天山皑皑白雪。

叶尘从未见过这样美丽的人，不是那种眉眼五官间的美，而是整个人的气质，便似如天上人，明月光。

叶尘呆呆看着他，他淡泊的眼眸中落着她小小的脸，声音平静道：“我叫君衍，日后，你便叫我师父，你懂吗？”