Your Distance - Chapter 20.5

20.5 – ❤ What do you think of me? [Uncut]

 

Hi! This is another mature chapter, you’ve been warned! 😀

 

~Dee

 

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After dinner, Bai Changyi wanted to go out for a walk.

 

“You want to go out for a walk after eating?” Ting Shuang ‘hmph’ed twice, “This… age of yours still hasn’t reached that of retirement(1), why are you starting to live like an old person?”

 

Bai Changyi said, “I used to have a dog, so it’s become a habit.”

 

Ting Shuang said, “Then where’s the dog now?”

 

Bai Changyi said, “My ex-wife took it with her.”

 

Ting Shuang listened, putting on an expression that read “you’re too miserable”.

 

Bai Changyi found it a little funny and asked, “What kind of expression is that?”

 

“It’s just… I feel like exes will always… Mm, have taken away things you don’t want them to take away, and leave things you don’t want them to leave…” Ting Shuang looked around, and once again felt an overwhelming sense of emptiness, “Your house didn’t look like this in the past, right?”

 

Bai Changyi also looked around and said, “Well, it is missing some things.”

 

He only said that, and nothing more. After he finished talking, he brought a pair of trousers down from upstairs and handed it to Ting Shuang, who was sitting on the carpet with his legs bare, “Put on some pants and get ready to leave the house.”

 

Ting Shuang put on the pants and felt like it was a whole lot bigger on him. Fortunately, there was a belt, so the pants wouldn’t drop after he wore them. It was just a bit long, and he kept stepping on the pant legs whenever he walked…. So he bent over to fold up the pant legs.

 

The young man was extremely flexible. Even while bending down, his legs were still straight, his bottom up. Two full curves, with a seam like a valley between them. It looked just like a peach waiting to be picked.

 

Ting Shuang finished folding up one of the pant legs and turned to fold the other.

 

The perky peach shook along with his movements.

 

As if deliberately seducing someone else.

 

Before he finished folding up the pant legs, Ting Shuang heard Bai Changyi say from behind him, “Let’s take that walk on another day.

 

“Huh?” Ting Shuang wanted to straighten up and ask why, but realised that his lower back had been pressed down. From behind him, a hand unbuckled the belt, then pulled off the pants he had just put on, along with his undergarments.

 

He felt a sudden chill against his bottom.

 

Ting Shuang struggled a bit, but got nowhere. He could only remain bent at the waist, his bottom up.

 

This kind of posture…

 

This kind of shame at being under someone’s control…

 

“You asked me to put on the pants just to take them off yourself?” Ting Shuang fumed, “What low tastes you have! Let me go!”

 

Low tastes, huh…

 

Actually, they could be even lower.

 

Bai Changyi pried open TIng Shuang’s hands, leaving the hole in the middle completely exposed to his gaze.

 

Ting Shuang thought that Bai Changyi would take action, but Bai Changyi did nothing and said nothing. He just watched the meat hole as it closed up because of nervousness and shame.

 

“Stop looking at it… Fuck…” Ting Shuang couldn’t see Bai Changyi’s face, but definitely could feel his gaze.

 

What’s the fun in just looking?

 

What was so nice to look at…

 

Fuck.

 

Ting Shuang panted as he cursed, “If you want to fucking do it, then hurry up…”

 

Bai Changyi’s lips curved up, “Why are you in such a hurry?”

 

“I’m in a hurry? How am I–” Ting Shuang was about to continue cursing when he felt a finger enter his body, “Mmph–! Urgh….–! Fuck, you don’t even use lubricant?”

 

Bai Changyi held on to Ting Shuang’s waist with one hand, and reached for the lubricant with the other, passing it to Ting Shuang.

 

“You want me to open the packaging myself?” Ting Shuang refused to take it.

 

Bai Changyi said, “Or you want to do it right away.”

 

Right away.

 

How could that not be painful?

 

Fuck……

 

Ting Shuang, humiliated, took the lubricant and tore open the packaging while cursing Bai Changyi. Tearing it open, he suddenly saw the words on the packaging…

 

Mint,

 

Mint???

 

Which fucking idiot bought this mint-flavored lubricant?

 

Bai Changyi said, “Are you done.”

 

Ting Shuang said, “… Not yet.”

 

Bai Changyi waited for a while, and realised that Ting Shuang was deliberately buying time, so he inserted a second finger.

 

“Mmph!” Ting Shuang couldn’t bear it going straight in. He had no choice but to pass the lubricant behind him, “I opened it! Couldn’t you just wait for a while…”

 

The transparent and viscous lubricant was poured on the groove between his buttcheeks, and flowed down the groove slowly.

 

It was so cold that Ting Shuang immediately shrank back.

 

Two fingers became three, bringing the cold and stimulating lubricant deep into the meat hole and onto its walls.

 

“Mm…”

 

He was groaning.

 

“Mm… Mmph…”

 

His asshole became moist and soft enough.

 

Bai Chang didn’t take off his clothes, only unzipped his pants with one hand, put on a condom, and then pushed the fully erect sexual organ in.

 

“Urgh–!” Ting Shuang groaned, “Slower… Ow… Fuck I’m going to pass out from the pain…”

 

Bai Changyi patted Ting Shuang’s butt and said, “Relax.”

 

“I am fucking relaxed!” Ting Shuang cursed from the pain, “Slow down– Fuck– Are you even human–“

 

Bai Changyi slowly pushed in deeper, but still felt like entering was difficult, so he smacked Ting Shuang’s butt again and said, “Don’t squeeze so tightly.”

 

“Who the hell’s doing that? Ah–!” It was just too big. Ting Shuang already tried his best to take it in, but still felt like his body was going to break, “You… old… bea… Mmph—! Urgh fuck—! Beast…”

 

After cursing for a long while, he finally got used to the thrusting from behind him.

 

“Mm–! Mm… hah…”

 

The pleasure gradually built up.

 

The sexual organ that had gone flaccid because of the pain became hard again, and stuck up high.

 

“Mm… Ah–! It’s too… Too deep… Mmph–! Fuck, don’t, don’t ram it there… Mm…”

 

Bai Changyi rammed it into the same place, “Here?”

 

“Ah—!” The unbearable sense of pleasure struck again, and Ting Shuang almost couldn’t stand properly.

 

His sight was blurry, “Don’t… Mmph… There… Mm—!”

 

Bai Changyi, while continuing his actions, said, “Mm, I’ve remembered it.”

 

Ting Shuang had already cum once before today, and it took a long time for him to cum the second time. He came at almost the same time as Bai Changyi. The lower half of his body was bare, and his legs were crossed over Bai Changyi’s waist, his arms slung across Bai Changyi’s neck as they kissed.

 

While kissing him, Bai Changyi extended his fingers into the still wet and open hole.

 

“Mm…” Ting Shuang felt so comfortable he shrank back. When they did it, it was just too pleasurable that he couldn’t get enough. “I still want…”

 

Bai Changyi said, “What do you want? An old beast?”

 

Ting Shuang deliberately squeezed Bai Changyi’s finger and said, “What grudges are you holding… Mm… I was praising you…”

 

Bai Changyi said, “Praising me how.”

 

“You’re not ordinary.” Ting Shuang grasped Bai Changyi’s sexual organ, “I still want…”

 

Bai Changyi said, “Get the condom and sit on it yourself.”

 

Ting Shuang immediately tore open a condom, putting it on Bai Changyi. He then used his shoulders as support, and slowly sat down on it.

 

“Mm… Mmph…”

 

After sitting down，

 

“Urgh—! Slow down! Fuck… Bea… Beast—! Mm… hah…”

 

After doing it twice, it was already late at night. Ting Shuang took a shower, and came out wearing only a pair of Bai Changyi’s shorts.

 

Vigorous exercise made him hungry.

 

He saw that Bai Changyi had put on a bathrobe after his shower, and was sitting on the sofa, reading a book while waiting for him. He walked over and pressed himself onto Bai Changyi, “I want supper.”

 

The corners of Bai Changyi’s lips tilted up, “You want more?”

 

“Old hooligan.” Ting Shuang quickly jumped off Bai Changyi and ran towards the kitchen. “I’m talking about actual supper. I’m starving. Is there any food in the refrigerator?”

 

Bai Changyi got up and followed him, “What do you want to eat?”

 

“Meat.” Ting Shuang thought for a moment. “Do you have dumplings? Those with meat in them. The kind with thin skin and a lot of filling.”

 

Bai Changyi smiled and said, “Where do you think you are?”

 

That’s right.

 

He wasn’t in his own country, where he could have dumplings to eat in the middle of the night.

 

Bai Changyi opened the refrigerator and glanced inside, “Do you eat pan-seared steak?”

 

“I do, why wouldn’t I?” Ting Shuang quickly brought the apron over, motioned for Bai Changyi to lower his head, and then slung the apron strap over the back of his neck.

 

Bai Changyi fastened the apron and got the ingredients from the refrigerator.

 

He cut the butter, then melted it in a frying pan.

 

The thin beef slices were placed in the pan to simmer for a minute, before he turned them over.

 

Ting Shuang stood beside him and stared at the steak in the pan, watching it cook bit by bit, its colour becoming appetising. He took in the delicious smell of butter and meat…

 

Salivating.

 

The one that made him want to salivate more was the man cooking steak for him.

 

Late at night.

 

In the kitchen.

 

Someone who made him supper afterwards.

 

No complaints.

 

No impatience.

 

It all seemed natural.

 

“Um…” Ting Shuang didn’t want to refer to Bai Changyi by “Um” anymore, “Well… Bai Changyi uses which three characters?”

 

Bai Changyi smiled, “You haven’t searched it up before?”

 

Ting Shuang went to get his phone and looked it up online. Surprisingly, he could find the introductions to several encyclopaedias in multiple different languages. A Chinese name was also added at the end of the German version: Bai Changyi.

 

Ting Shuang suddenly realised that after searching up these three words, he still didn’t know what to call Bai Changyi.

 

Bai Changyi.

 

Changyi.

 

Yi.

 

It sounded too intimate, as if they were of the same age, and he couldn’t say it out loud.

 

Teacher Bai.

 

Professor Bai.

 

Mr. Bai.

 

It sounded too detached, as if he was putting himself down, and he couldn’t say those titles out loud too…

 

After thinking about it, a less intimate and less detached phrase suddenly appeared in his mind. It sounded a little like he was teasing the other party, but it didn’t show any lack of respect.

 

Bai Laoban(2).

 

This title sounded more like something graduate students in China would call their mentors, and it was decent.

 

Bai Changyi glanced at Ting Shuang and said, “Found it?”

 

Ting Shuang said, “Bai Laoban, I’ve disrespected you.”

 

Bai Changyi didn’t even raise his eyebrows, and naturally accepted the phrase.

 

The steak was almost ready, and Bai Changyi said, “Go wash your hands.”

 

Ting Shuang looked down at his hands while washing them, and deliberately said in a joking manner, “Bai Laoban… What do you think of me?”

 

Bai Changyi’s lips curved up imperceptibly, “What do you mean by what I think of you?.”

 

“I mean… What if…” Ting Shuang washed his hands very carefully, and even after washing them for a long time, he still wasn’t done. His tone was casual, as if his question wasn’t important. “What if you don’t look for others anymore, and just have me… How about it? “

 

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Translator’s notes:

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(1) ‘Retirement’ here kinda refers more to like, the old age at which people have to start going out to exercise often so that their muscles don’t deteriorate…?

 

(2) Laoban (老板) here means “Boss”, but I felt like it was weird if Ting Shuang called him “Boss Bai” for the rest of the novel since for some reason it doesn’t seem as… casual as it is in Chinese? So I’ll just leave it as Bai Laoban. If you guys think that Boss Bai sounds nicer, though, feel free to leave a comment or tell me through discord, if a lot of y’all agree that Boss Bai is better then I might just change it.