Blue and White Society - Chapter 257
[Chapter 247 Extreme Guilt]
Gun Gun was still a baby, about the size of a chow chow. Mo Poor held him in his arms, and Gun Gun immediately pressed against his chest with peace of mind, curling up.
Mo Poor took Gun Gun to eat and drink at the base first, while Lord Gou watched enviously.
There is no harm if there is no comparison. Originally because of the foolishness of the silly roe deer, Mr. Gou, who had no interest in pets, suddenly developed a love for pets.
Mr. Gou couldn’t bear it anymore, he forcibly carried Gun Gun away, and let Gun Gun crawl on him. After being rolled over by Gun Gun, he was dragged down without getting angry, and got up from the ground silly.
Although Gun Gun doesn’t pretend to talk to Master Gou, Master Gou still loves him very much.
But for Mo Poor, the trouble of not fostering also came, that is, he really couldn’t afford it.
Whether it’s dairy products or bamboo roots and tender stems, the General Affairs Department can provide them. He doesn’t need to hire someone, just buy them directly.
But even so, eating and drinking alone costs two hundred thousand dollars a year, which is simply a gold swallowing beast.
Just when Mo Poor was considering whether to sell Tafei Stone or borrow it from You Xin, Lord Gou suddenly waved his hand in his arms and said, “I’ll come!”
Mo Poor was shocked all over, and said in shock, “Aren’t you rich?”
“Sell a danmu and you’ll get it, and it will arrive in minutes.” Lord Gou said.
“Hao inhumanity… Do you have enough danmu to save it?” Mo Poor said.
“No.” Lord Gou said.
“Uh…that’s a batch that just grew?” Mo Qiong asked in a daze.
“No, it’s still two months away.” Lord Gou said.
Mo Poor said in astonishment, “This… you are a white wolf with empty gloves?
” There are a lot of people who are willing to do it.” Lord Gou laughed.
Mo Poor hurriedly said: “If you didn’t tell me earlier, then I don’t need you, I’ll sell it myself.”
Seeing that he persisted, Lord Gou didn’t need to do anything more.
He has a lot of things like food, which can be distributed to Mo Poor, but it’s different for the rolling food, and he has to honestly buy good tender stems from the General Affairs Department.
But I still reminded: “Just sell one. You are a newcomer, and you really need things like danmu to enhance your life-saving ability. If you are too weak, you will hinder me in doing tasks. Don’t sell them if you plant them in the future. Eat it yourself!”
Mo Poor smiled, and listed a danmu for sale on the intranet, saying that it was pre-sold in advance, and it would take half a year to get it.
There is no doubt that if the money is given first, and then it takes half a year to get the item, no member will buy it in the first place.
Only the peripheral personnel who need it bid, but the part of the peripheral personnel that is particularly needed can’t wait for half a year, so the enthusiasm for bidding is not high.
Only those who are rich and don’t need danmu urgently will choose to order first.
Mo Poor waited for half an hour before someone finally offered 10 million yuan. The deal was decisive, and Mo Poor got 5 million yuan.
After working for more than an hour, he bought a year’s worth of food for Gun Gun and placed it in his own villa on Xudao, where the two scholars took turns to look after him.
“You panda is still young. When you have free time, you should train it to listen to your instructions. The panda is very smart. When it grows
up, it will be your partner.” Gou Ye said.
“I know, at least let it understand the instruction to roll over, and roll over as soon as it hears my order,” Mo Poor said.
Lord Gou nodded and said, “I’ve already accepted a survey mission in Qingdao. After you’re done, you can move around freely for a while, so you can go home and have a look.”
“Thank you.” Mo Qiong said with a smile.
“There’s nothing to be thankful for. I still have some time. I’m going to visit an old friend.” Lord Gou said.
Mo Poor remembered that Lord Gou came to Canada to bring him a pet on the surface, but in fact he wanted to visit a friend.
“Okay, where is it?” Mo Poor asked.
“Oakville Mental Hospital.” Lord Gou said calmly.
“…” Mo Poor was taken aback, visiting a friend in a mental hospital?
…
Oakville Mental Asylum is in a small town in Ontario.
This is a mental hospital on the surface, but it is actually one of the medical insurance institutions under the Lanbai Society, which only accepts members or peripheral personnel who have collapsed.
There is no doubt that there are very few members who really collapse due to too much pressure, and even if they do, they will be cured.
Most of the residents here are members who have been twisted by their minds.
Either the mind was destroyed by the contained object, or it was infected with some kind of abnormal psychological effect.
A lot of… is unsolvable.
Lord Gou’s friend is a mentally distorted Beta member named Ned, a white man.
“You’re here again…” When the doctor saw Lord Gou, he knew who he was visiting and led him to a certain room.
Mo Poor followed Lord Gou and walked into a ward. He could see that there was nothing in the room, which was completely different from the warm decorations in other rooms.
In the entire room, there was only a bed, a chandelier, and a table with an untouched dinner on it.
Snyder looked haggard and was kneeling in the corner, covering his face and whispering, not knowing what he was doing.
“Snyder, I’m here to see you.” Lord Gou walked in and said.
Snyder turned his head and instinctively replied: “Dog thief…”
As he spoke, his pupils suddenly shrank, his expression was sad, his eyes showed pain, and he whimpered in a very remorseful tone: “No, what did I do?” What? I actually called you a dog thief… I’ll be damned…”
Lord Gou’s eyes darkened, he walked over and knelt down to support Ned and said, “You’re not wrong, I call you a dog thief, there’s nothing wrong with that Yes
.”
Sneijder whimpered, and Lord Gou hurriedly took out a piece of paper to wipe his tears and nose.
As a result, this behavior caused Ned to collapse again: “No! I stained your paper! My God!”
“No, you did well, Ned, eat something.” Gou Ye Said softly, then picked up a small piece of bread and handed it to his mouth.
And Nas Ned was still madly saying that his breathing wasted the oxygen of the earth and polluted Lord Gou’s skin and so on.
Lord Gou patiently comforted each of them.
Mo Poor, who was watching at the door, was the first time he saw Lord Gou so patient, and his tone was rarely gentle. He was completely different from Mo Poor when he first met him.
“What kind of disease is this?” Mo Poor asked softly outside the door.
The doctor glanced at Mo Poor and replied, “Extreme guilt.”
“Mind distortion?”
“Yes, no matter what he does, he will always feel guilty that makes him painful and remorseful. Even small daily things like breathing and drinking water , will make him feel that he has done a huge mistake! The guilt and guilt in it will not harm his body, but it will torture his mind. Even if he does nothing, his past memories will be repeated again and again. It poured out all over the place, tormenting his heart.” The doctor sighed.
Mo Poor took a deep breath. This is equivalent to being tortured by guilt all the time. Even eating and drinking is wrong, let alone he is a member of the commune?
Have you ever killed someone on a mission?
Animals are always killed, right?
If one has experienced many battles, how much torment would it be to be forced to feel guilty one by one?
There is no peace at all!
“Didn’t he even eat? How about breathing? Will he deliberately suffocate himself?” Mo Poor said.
The doctor said: “Breathing is okay, because I can only confess one guilt thing at a time, and the pain is the one with the highest guilt. As a member, he has too many big things ‘worth regretting’, and he rarely suffers from breathing Waste of air and basically immediately get distracted by something else.”
“For most of the meals, we feed him normally, while comforting and feeding. It is meaningless to adopt other feeding methods to avoid his pain, because no matter what method, he cannot avoid his inner torture. Even if forced anesthesia makes him When
you fall asleep, you will also have nightmares, the kind of nightmares that bear a huge sin.”
Mo Qiong sighed, UU reading www.sonicmtl.com Sneijder must have various kinds of guilt every moment.
Coax him to eat, and suffer.
It is not much different from anesthesia forcibly injecting nutrients and then suffering.
The latter can be more painful.
“Living like this…is too…” Mo Poor said softly, he didn’t say that living like this would be better than dying.
But the doctor still heard it, and said: “We have no right to deprive him of his life, and the society will not give up the treatment. We have been trying our best to get rid of this effect.”
Mo Poor was silent, and then looked at Lord Gou. It was not easy to persuade Sneijder to take a bite of the bread.
But seeing the bitten bread, Ned was even more terrified: “Ah! What have I done!”
“It’s okay, it’s just bread.” Master Gou persuaded.
But Sneijder still opened his mouth in pain, not daring to chew, his hands trembling in the air like claws, as if he was going crazy.
“I actually bit out such a big gap in the bread! It’s broken! It’s broken by my bite! Ohhhhhhhh…” As
he spoke, Snyder wept loudly, as if he had done something outrageous , Never forgive yourself for your mistakes.
The cry was extremely remorseful and desperate, as if to vomit out his soul.
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