My Cold and Beautiful Wife - Chapter 620
[Chapter 0620 Where the boundaries are clear]
0620
There was a glitter in Su Qingxue’s beautiful eyes, and she asked uncertainly, “Really?”
Ye Fan sighed, knowing that the woman still had doubts, a flash of memory flashed in her eyes, and said, “Wife , I’ll tell you something, it’s about my past… After you hear it, maybe you’ll understand…”
“Well…what’s the matter?”
Ye Fan took a sip of wine and said leisurely, “I’m eighteen. When I was 12 years old, just two months before the jihad was launched, in fact, I never thought of fighting such a battle, which seemed to be almost impossible to win.
You must know that the old rulers at that time were not only me His master, the Black Emperor, the teacher’s wife, the White Queen, and several A-rank organizations as vassals, there are at least ten or more powerhouses close to the legendary level…”
Su Qingxue was puzzled, “Then why do you suddenly want to fight?”
“Because…” A look of pain flashed in Ye Fan’s eyes, “A person who is very important to me was poisoned by the Holy Royal Court…
I had a very dark time when I couldn’t see hope, it was that person. , helped me out of the shadows, made me feel that there are still many things worth doing in this world, not just killing, not just war, my hands can kill people, but they can also save people…”
Su Qingxue remembered that she was in the game that day. At the special conference, when the press introduced Ye Fan’s legendary career, it was mentioned that Ye Fan changed his career of killing and kept saving people on the battlefield.
“Is it because of that person that you started saving people?” Su Qingxue asked.
Ye Fan nodded, “Yes, without her, I may not know where I am now, I may have died early, or maybe… In short, I learned that she was poisoned, and it was very painful, as if the whole world was once again. It’s dark.
I don’t know what to do, I don’t know where to go, it’s the Holy Royal Court, I’m going to take revenge and do it with such a behemoth right?
Once I take that step, it means that I will also leave the Old Ones. That is to say, taking revenge means directly going against the two quasi-S-level organizations… And the power they can control can almost make all the The world has turned into a hell asura field…”
“But you still went to take revenge, didn’t you? “Su Qingxue said.
Ye Fan smiled, “Yes, I know it is self-defeating to break into the Sacred Royal Court, so I lured out the archangel who poisoned him at the time and killed him outside…
That is, from that day on, my companions decided to join me in leaving the Old Ones and started a two-year war…”
“What made you make up your mind? “Su Qingxue asked curiously.
“It’s nothing, I just met someone.
” “Who?” Ye Fan laughed at himself, ”
You may not believe it, but I met a woman in a tavern in Siberia who I don’t even know. ”
Su Qingxue frowned, and said a little uncomfortably: “What you said…could it be one…”
Ye Fan also calmly said, “Wife, if I tell you, when I was abroad, I’ve never found a woman, that’s a lie, we people need to relax and vent… So…”
Su Qingxue bit her thin lip, although she could have imagined that Ye Fan didn’t play much when he was abroad. But Ye Fan really told her straight, which still made Su Qingxue feel uncomfortable.
With a sigh, Su Qingxue put aside the messy thoughts in her mind and said, “Go ahead, that woman, how did you make you do it? Such a decision?
Ye Fan grinned and said with a smile: “I had been depressed for a long time at that time. I stayed in Siberia for half a month and drank every day
. Just tell the woman about my troubles… She asked me if I was drowning in wine to spend my days there to avoid something or fear something…
I said yes, I asked her, if it was her words, how should I choose when I encounter something that I can’t choose at all? When
Ye Fan said this, he shook his head with a wry smile, “She laughed at me, saying that I asked a woman like her, such a serious life question…”
Su Qingxue couldn’t help but rolled her eyes at him, “You You won’t tell me, just listen to her saying that she wants revenge, so go for revenge, right? This is too hasty…”
Ye Fan smiled and drank the rest of the beer, “Of course I won’t tell her anything, and she didn’t tell me how to choose, she only talked to her. I said a passage that I still remember very clearly…
She said, if you want to avoid the things that make you feel right, but the things that make you feel sad and afraid, in your heart, there will always be Something is passing, and in the end, you will be an empty shell…
If you feel that your emotions are too confusing and you don’t know what to choose, find a place with clear boundaries, release yourself, and clear your mind…
That’s why, women in the world are looking for men, and men are looking for women. There is nothing simpler and rude than what men and women do. Most of the time, it has nothing to do with moral chastity. It just makes you return to the most primitive way
… Be aware of yourself that you still have enough passion and desire to live! Ye Fan squeezed the
beer can in his hand, looked at Su Qingxue and said, “From that moment on, I understood the truth, there are not so many paths in life.
There is actually only one way in front of you. All you can do is keep moving forward, or die in the moment.
The woman in the tavern actually doesn’t know the big truth of life at all, and she doesn’t know who I am… But
no matter how she became the lady in the tavern, she lives more freely than me, and she accepts it calmly Her destiny, go her way, keep her passion for life…”
Ye Fan stretched out his hand and put it on Su Qingxue’s shoulder, “Wife, do you think that woman is mean? Did she do anything wrong? What position do I have to look down on her?”
Su Qingxue was stunned and remained silent for a while. , then murmured: “Because of human instinct, it is to live, for the desire of the heart… My mother, she also wants to live…”
Ye Fan smiled: “Now you believe it, I really don’t look down on it. You mean, so you don’t have to mention this to me at all, you are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, she is my mother-in-law…”
Su Qingxue said with a frown. : “Don’t get me wrong, although my mother went to do it in a nightclub, she was originally a good woman, she was cheated by that Zhang Tao, and had to give in to support me.
That Zhang Tao was just my stepfather. , after my mother died, he was the one who sent me to the orphanage…”
[End of this Chapter]
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